I'm currently at at my hotel room and am about to enjoy tonight as my
last night now in St. Louis and I can't help but to mention to all my
peeps out there that are reading this, that in the end of all things,
especially in a relationship there is always something to take back
from it. If you didn't call enough, or if you called too much, either
way, there is some take back. So just realize that if your not with
someone right now, you can at the least take this for a piece of mind.
If you were really with that person right now, your mind has already
created a path of what you think your life will end up or have in it
before it ever happens. Now that it is not a reality anymore, weather
good or bad reasons, know that now going forward your future is what
you make of it. You don't need anybody to make you happy. First be
happy for who you are and what your about, when you hit that level of
happiness, finding the right person will come before you know it. Not
to ramble on here, but this is my blog and I can do/say what I want. I
used to be involved in a relationship where I was the perfect person
for her, but she was not for me. Now, although I have had fond
memories with this person, it was the best thing for both of us to
part from each other. Should I have hate inside me for this? Should I
treat people differently? My answer is yes! Yes, but for only for the
second question, I will definitely treat people differently going
forward after this. I owe it to myself. And one day the right breezy
will come along and my days as a single man will be numbered. But at
least now I can freely spend time with my friends and meet new people,
or catch up with old friends and rekindle the friendship. Yes in the end
of it all you can take back from it and move forward, into a future
that you solely will create. Make the most of it and enjoy every moment
you have.
Sidenote: During the same hardships of my last relationship, Kanye
West ended his with his Fiance. Not saying my situation was the same
as his (maybe, maybe not), but his songs - Love Lockdown & Heartless
call out. I can only believe that he is going to release his side of
the story and frustration in his new album. I recommend everyone out
there to pick it up: 808's & Heartbreak this month. I will.
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