I used this blog to jot down any thoughts that I carry inside that may be too real to speak about, or too close to reveal about, for all to see. The real me, the person that makes everyone laugh, can carry you to your car if your too drunk to walk, and sometimes the one that can help you back on your feet when your let down, or even hurt. I had paused a lot of my work on here and in my personal life to focus more on work and dive deep into what I needed to do to be the best there ever was, and to be in place and reach that brass ring, no matter how dirty it is. Well, I reached and I fell...
So this would be the part where I start to talk up a big game for myself and I promise everyone that I'll be able to make it through. And I'm sure I will, but that doesn't even touch what I would like to address. I'm not normally someone who tells tales of the inner dark areas of my closet, but tonight I've been inspired too. First and fore most, I have become completely disappointed in most of the female gender that I know. "Why?" You ask me? Well, it's quite simple really. I placed a good amount of trust into someone about 2 years ago and also gave my time and energy to not just make the relationship work but also build this person's self confidence. What do I get for it? Someone who lies and takes the value of love ones hold of them for granted, just to not only burn themselves but those around them. I am one of those that got burned...point sighted...And from that I have taken a complete back seat when it came to matters of love or a girl who wants to date me. I do this because there hasn't been anyone in my life that has any tangible value or good moral up bringing that I feel deserves me.
Now I know that you would think I'm talking coincided or that I have a big ego, but realize that I do have a big a EGO! I have an ego because I have no one close in my life that can truly share my accomplishments, and help me recover from my failures, so I gas myself up to feel better when I'm down, and treat myself out when I deserve it. And it is a god damn shame that I live in a time and place where women don't act like women they act like young children, I know guys can be stupid and immature but I'm not one of them, stop comparing me to the last 5 loser douches you dated. Now I'm sure that you would tell me, "Well you are meeting all the wrong women, find someone on your level." And If you did I would laugh in your face, because there is no one on my level, finding someone who is single like me, independent like me, has no kids like me, and around my age and maturity is like finding a resolution to world peace, we talk about it like it will happen sometime soon, but we all know deep down inside that it won't. I've given my share of opportunities, I've dated single mother's, women who have been married, and ones who have had been through either scenarios, and normal single women whom people thought were a good match for me. It just hasn't worked out...
THE RELATIONSHIP STORY -
This story is about a lot of the trials and situations that one young man doesn't expect to go through, but when he does he realizes more about himself then he ever has before. I will continue this story and complete it by the end of 2010. This story has some situations that I have gone through myself and some that I have heard of, but the point of this is that not everything dramatic happens to these "victims" other wise known as women. Men go through this shit too, we just hide it better. I plan on completing it near the year's end and plan to create something out of it. But the point is, women cry for this "Knight in shining Armor" to save them, when in reality, you've fucked up your own life and you just want someone to come and settle for you and your failures.
So in closing, I just wanted to be able to share to you all my thoughts, love me or hate me, just know that I will never fail to keep it fresh, funky and most of all real.
~ Saúl Acevedo ~
Showing posts with label Every Girl. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Every Girl. Show all posts
Saturday, March 27, 2010
For all the lame females in the World, you are on Notice!
I used this blog to jot down any thoughts that I carry inside that may be too real to speak about, or too close to reveal about, for all to see. The real me, the person that makes everyone laugh, can carry you to your car if your too drunk to walk, and sometimes the one that can help you back on your feet when your let down, or even hurt. I had paused a lot of my work on here and in my personal life to focus more on work and dive deep into what I needed to do to be the best there ever was, and to be in place and reach that brass ring, no matter how dirty it is. Well, I reached and I fell...
So this would be the part where I start to talk up a big game for myself and I promise everyone that I'll be able to make it through. And I'm sure I will, but that doesn't even touch what I would like to address. I'm not normally someone who tells tales of the inner dark areas of my closet, but tonight I've been inspired too. First and fore most, I have become completely disappointed in most of the female gender that I know. "Why?" You ask me? Well, it's quite simple really. I placed a good amount of trust into someone about 2 years ago and also gave my time and energy to not just make the relationship work but also build this person's self confidence. What do I get for it? Someone who lies and takes the value of love ones hold of them for granted, just to not only burn themselves but those around them. I am one of those that got burned...point sighted...And from that I have taken a complete back seat when it came to matters of love or a girl who wants to date me. I do this because there hasn't been anyone in my life that has any tangible value or good moral up bringing that I feel deserves me.
Now I know that you would think I'm talking coincided or that I have a big ego, but realize that I do have a big a EGO! I have an ego because I have no one close in my life that can truly share my accomplishments, and help me recover from my failures, so I gas myself up to feel better when I'm down, and treat myself out when I deserve it. And it is a god damn shame that I live in a time and place where women don't act like women they act like young children, I know guys can be stupid and immature but I'm not one of them, stop comparing me to the last 5 loser douches you dated. Now I'm sure that you would tell me, "Well you are meeting all the wrong women, find someone on your level." And If you did I would laugh in your face, because there is no one on my level, finding someone who is single like me, independent like me, has no kids like me, and around my age and maturity is like finding a resolution to world peace, we talk about it like it will happen sometime soon, but we all know deep down inside that it won't. I've given my share of opportunities, I've dated single mother's, women who have been married, and ones who have had been through either scenarios, and normal single women whom people thought were a good match for me. It just hasn't worked out...
THE RELATIONSHIP STORY -
This story is about a lot of the trials and situations that one young man doesn't expect to go through, but when he does he realizes more about himself then he ever has before. I will continue this story and complete it by the end of 2010. This story has some situations that I have gone through myself and some that I have heard of, but the point of this is that not everything dramatic happens to these "victims" other wise known as women. Men go through this shit too, we just hide it better. I plan on completing it near the year's end and plan to create something out of it. But the point is, women cry for this "Knight in shining Armor" to save them, when in reality, you've fucked up your own life and you just want someone to come and settle for you and your failures.
So in closing, I just wanted to be able to share to you all my thoughts, love me or hate me, just know that I will never fail to keep it fresh, funky and most of all real.
~ Saúl Acevedo ~
So this would be the part where I start to talk up a big game for myself and I promise everyone that I'll be able to make it through. And I'm sure I will, but that doesn't even touch what I would like to address. I'm not normally someone who tells tales of the inner dark areas of my closet, but tonight I've been inspired too. First and fore most, I have become completely disappointed in most of the female gender that I know. "Why?" You ask me? Well, it's quite simple really. I placed a good amount of trust into someone about 2 years ago and also gave my time and energy to not just make the relationship work but also build this person's self confidence. What do I get for it? Someone who lies and takes the value of love ones hold of them for granted, just to not only burn themselves but those around them. I am one of those that got burned...point sighted...And from that I have taken a complete back seat when it came to matters of love or a girl who wants to date me. I do this because there hasn't been anyone in my life that has any tangible value or good moral up bringing that I feel deserves me.
Now I know that you would think I'm talking coincided or that I have a big ego, but realize that I do have a big a EGO! I have an ego because I have no one close in my life that can truly share my accomplishments, and help me recover from my failures, so I gas myself up to feel better when I'm down, and treat myself out when I deserve it. And it is a god damn shame that I live in a time and place where women don't act like women they act like young children, I know guys can be stupid and immature but I'm not one of them, stop comparing me to the last 5 loser douches you dated. Now I'm sure that you would tell me, "Well you are meeting all the wrong women, find someone on your level." And If you did I would laugh in your face, because there is no one on my level, finding someone who is single like me, independent like me, has no kids like me, and around my age and maturity is like finding a resolution to world peace, we talk about it like it will happen sometime soon, but we all know deep down inside that it won't. I've given my share of opportunities, I've dated single mother's, women who have been married, and ones who have had been through either scenarios, and normal single women whom people thought were a good match for me. It just hasn't worked out...
THE RELATIONSHIP STORY -
This story is about a lot of the trials and situations that one young man doesn't expect to go through, but when he does he realizes more about himself then he ever has before. I will continue this story and complete it by the end of 2010. This story has some situations that I have gone through myself and some that I have heard of, but the point of this is that not everything dramatic happens to these "victims" other wise known as women. Men go through this shit too, we just hide it better. I plan on completing it near the year's end and plan to create something out of it. But the point is, women cry for this "Knight in shining Armor" to save them, when in reality, you've fucked up your own life and you just want someone to come and settle for you and your failures.
So in closing, I just wanted to be able to share to you all my thoughts, love me or hate me, just know that I will never fail to keep it fresh, funky and most of all real.
~ Saúl Acevedo ~
Friday, October 30, 2009
The Relationship Story Episode 12: Breather (Every Girl)
The Relationship Story
Written By: Saúl Acevedo
Episode 12
Breather
It's a cool Friday night and our lonely loner has been keeping away from the distractions that have kept him from keeping his life together. He stows away all the items that have carried a resemblance of what was. He wallows in his quite apartment trying to figure out if it's really worth doing anything normal, be it being eating, going to work, or picking up after himself. The clock ticks half passed 8 and all our wanderer can do is stare at the ceiling playing song after song while he contemplates if he should really give a fuck about anything today. His phone rings, his sleepy red eyes turn in the direction of the light blazing from his phone. He picks up, "Ehhum...yeah..." he mutters. "Yo Alex! Hey Bitch, you up?" the caller asks. "Y-Yeah, I'm up. What's going on Derwin?" I was one of his best friends, part of "The Pack" if you will. Derwin was always there when things went down, even though no actual words of emotion actually traveled during these hard times. Guys don't do that, at least real guys. "So Alex, what's up? What you doing?" Derwin asks. "Um, nothing just chilling at home, about to take a nap." "Nap? Did you say NAP?!" Derwin exclaimed. "It's Friday night we just got faded from work and all you wanna do is NAP? Alex, I'm gonna go out to the bars tonight downtown. The guys are rolling through too, you should come." Derwin suggested. "I don't know man, I haven't shaved or anything. I'm still working with today's funk." Alex replied. "That's why I called you now bro, you haven't gone out in a while. You need to relax and just chill this weekend. It'll be good for ya, plus I need a good wing man, an-" "I don't feel like going out tonight D, how about tomorrow?" Alex miffed. "Hey man, let's be real hear, when do we really get a chance to kick it like this? I need to just get out there and take in the good life." Derwin continued, "And the fact that you haven't really given a chance to go out after officially being single, you need to get your ass back out there and pimp!" He explained. "Ok D, you got it, give me about 45 mins, swing by and pick me up, I wanna get blasted drunk, if we do this, I don't wanna drive tonight." Alex stated. "Sure thang bro, I'll see you then." Derwin hangs up the phone. "Oh man, I need to get up." Alex exclaimed to himself as he gets up from his body warped mattress, he proceeds to enter the showers and go through all the changes to change from the emotionally broken man he is to the swag filled, charmer, pretty boy wing man he was with his "Pack".
(2 hours Later)
Glasses clinking together from our lonely loner who, at the moment wasn't that lonely. In fact, he had a table full of women along side his best friend, charming the panties off them all. "So, did you ladies hear about what happened at the MTV awards show?" Alex asked the group, which continued into a hilarious story about a hometown artist complaining about the method of how and award was given. The group began to giggle and cackle with excitement like a cage full of hens about to feed. Drink after drink entered and left the glasses held by our lonely loner, and when the D.J. was on point with his set, Alex would grab a couple of the honeys and bring them over to the dance floor for a drunken mess of a grindfest. As the night went on, from bar to bar, dance club to dance club, and lounge to lounge, the two smooth talking players of the nightlife continued grabbing number after number. At one point in the night, the two entered into the local dowtown hot spot, Angle Eyez. Alex attempted to challenge Derwin into who could be a more extreme pickup king. Derwin laughed back, "Your crazy man!" Then Alex proceeded to find a couple and moved in kissing this guys girlfriend right in front of him. "Oh Shit Alex! What the fuck are you doing?" Derwin exclaimed. "Nothing that hasn't been done before..." He moves in for the kiss, the girl completely surprised pulled back and shoved him away yelling back, "What a drunk douche bag!" Alex gave one drunk glare at her and said, "Please girl, I just did you a favor, now you know how it is to kiss a real man!" Her boyfriend proceeded to swing at our lonely loner in anger, and amidst his drunken state, he dodge it and shoved him back, now being held by security, both men at yelling at each other, spewing profanities back and forth begin to make a huge scene in the nightclub. "Hey buddy, I was doing you a favor by kissing her! She would have done it behind your back with someone else anyways! At least I have enough respect for you to do it in your face!" Alex shouted. Derwin moves in and takes Alex outside and the two make their exit from that night spot and Derwin asks, "Dude. What-The-Fuck? What the hell is running through your mind to make you do that?" "Nothing D. Shit, I was doing what would have happened anyways, I did that punk a favor!" Alex replied. "Alex, are you hungry bro? You want to get some tacos or some food?" Derwin suggested, knowing that the conversation was gonna end up into one he was really prepared to handle at that point and time. "Fuck yeah, I want some tacos bro, let's dip out of here." The two enter the parking lot and leave downtown, with our lonely loner's perception completely questionable and Derwin amazed with the events that just happened. "Hey Alex...Alex...Alex you awake?" Derwin questioned. "Y-Yeah, what the fuck man I'm up. Let's eat." Alex replied. "Dude we get back home and then it's time to get you out of this trance or spell your in." Derwin said. "Whatever bro, just get me home or to some fucking food!"
Video HERE
This video is pretty much self explanatory.. Lil' Wayne and the Young Money group explain how it is sometimes to love and give love to all the women in the world. It is also introducing a new beginning of sorts for our lonely loner. He seems to have lost faith in the bound of honesty, trust and faithfulness that should accompany a relationship. and is taking his frustrations out on the new women he meets so far. How long will this last? What could happen next? I guess we;ll have to wait for the next installment of The Relationship Story to find out. Until then, God Bless!
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